Life

Everybody had their own good life..Are there wonderful life ? Are there meaningful life ? Are there happy life ?...
Yea i do...i enjoyed my school life between this few year..i enjoyed when i am a pps...i enjoyed when i am dutying become as a PA..i enjoyed when i having my scout activity..i enjoyed when i am plying my guitar all this time..i enjoyed when i am chase you althought i m not together with you...i enjoyed when i am truancy..i enjoyed when i am playing basketball...I REALLY ENJOYED WHAT I HAVE DONE...actually life is wonderful...i saw many fren of mine suffering for without someone else...it's not the end of the world le...We just hope to find someone who is meant to be our life...not suffering our life !!!!!

Love is not a game and it is not about ''tackling'' girls.Being in love is a wonderful feeling and it can make you feel like a million dollars.

Do you all believe in the saying "it is better to have loved and lost than not to have loved at all " ?

YES i believe !

Swan

Who would you call with your last goodbye ?
December 30

Left one more day,2009 will gonna end soon.School also will be reopen,i still haven prepare my things!!Iron my clother,buy my stationary and wash my school shoe.Sometime really admire those other people!Why their parent done all this for them.But me==?haha...all need to DIY want..whatever la..used to it.
Count down ! with some friends at maluri . This is my 1st year count down with friend,but not i wishes too.I know many people is going to dpc to count down...really many.


Sometime i really need a friend to hear what my mind thinking..and their concern , advision,guidance...but no one..maybe i used to bear what i faced.Act strong..it's no use..will more suffer..
someone
someone
someone
who can share my problem with me !!?
tell me what should i do ?

I'm lost.

Nothing . Empty .

Never try never know


ps:do u love me ? love me or else hurt me pls ! pls !




December 27

Next Year Plan !!

From this day onwards !!

I want to get good result in SPM !!

I want to manage 173th scout until it is best !!

I want to become stronger !!

I want to become more cool that before i am !!

I want to become used to the one that i am !!

I want to do what i like !!

I want to do what that i not dare to do !!

I want !!

I want !!

I want !!

I want !!

I want !!

I want !!

I want !!
December 24.....

Seven days more for New Year !

One days more for Christmas !

sry for lately update my blog...many incident happen to me....=)

Did i have the mood for christmas ?

How malaysian celebrate for christmas ?

How we enjoy our christmas ?

Do we need exchange present ?

In Europ it will fall snow ? but malaysia ? fall ice ? haha

Hope everyone had a wonderful , special and happy christmas =) !!!!!!!!!

*rudolf the rednose reindeer , had a little shining nose ~
December 11......

Evil love demon ?
December 8....my first time

I thought i am strong...but i m not...i really cant....my tear.....

goodbye dear
November 28 / 29 ............dear diary

Cant sleep .....

Action speaks louder than word...
November 27...dear diary....yesterday was her birthday...hang out with her and watch twilight new moon...


Is it true ?
why i cant feel it...
just like more worst



























November 17...Dear diary....What is humanity ? All of us does got ? maybe .... maybe not ...
Today i pack all my equipment and hibernate in my room ....
Non-stop .... it raining outside too... feel cold ....
My Music Player keep running ....
My equipment was my new lap top....
Fix in my room ... and open My playlist ....
Until now....

November 16....Dear diary....Yesterday was a day that i sleep so early....Today when i wake up...i saw the clock in from of me...it was 6.00....then continue sleep back....until 9 something wake up...and find something to eat....today was no any activiti for me....so 1st i call lenny ask where is him...he was busy...needed to go hospital for visiting his grandma....after that...i on9 my msn...thought i can watch movie with her...but she needed to accompany her mum...mother is most important!!...lol....suddenly...remember that got meeting at school...so i call mifen...ask him got go or not....then pack all my things...go to maluri meeting....at there meeting all those KB camp things....it raining heavily....ball at maluri until 6 something then home...At night having Guitar Class...

*Maybe because of you...i know what is love....
November 15....Dear diary....Recently my dad bought Vaio lap top at Ikano...Harvey Norman...all of my house electric gadget also bought from there...really =.=!!.....Nothing special for today...Hibernate at home...all of my fren also like pass away d....din see them at this moment...

Tell me what you are thinking at all...
i know it sound absurd...
i'm in a room that locked up...
didn't know wat happen at outside...
hope u can unlock...
November 12....Dear diary....i have few day didn't write...it busy...
Maybe few days ago...i were happy...but after few days later ?...no one can predict what happen next....we just can face the fact that coming on...fact is it our fate ?...or destiny ?...i dunno....this few days i was happy and also moody....moody doesn't must sad....also can be happy =)....Today...i was totally no voice at all...cause 2 days ago...i were playing basketball...got a guy accidently crashed my vocal by his shoulder...that days onward....it make me hard to speak...but it can speak....today i was totally cant speak...maybe yesterday talk too much....hope it will better soon....by the way i know wat is the feeling of a mute man that cant speak at all...its hard...when you tell somebody anything...its difficult....even this 3 word" i love you" want to tell somebody also cant.....if somedays...i really need to become mute...i hope before became mute...let me say that 3 word only become mute....

Idiot....
Don ever act kesian la...
and like Speaker....tell u how kesian to everybody...
Something impossible then is impossible.....
and don disturb her life....