November 3....dear diary....All the days are coming...i always ask myself....Am i feel myself suffocating ?...even i also cant answer myself....16 years ady...only her makes me feel my life turn upside down...Ok ok ok ok....Back to my topic...Today was nothing special in school....the moment i only saw her was when the assembly started...after school...went to have lunch with my buddy....my buddy keeps asking me why i were so moody....because of her ?....part of it...the main part is...i have sick within 4 days...haven better yet...worst than worst....while going to have lunch...i lucky pick up Rm50 on the floor...am i lucky ? or God saw me moody...only drop 50 bucks for me ?....But one Lunch ady use all of it....afternoon...just at home and take a nap...

Is she my priority in my life ?
then
Am i an option in her life ?
whos know ?